look, this whole thing is just a mess. but what i do know is that our timing is off… well fell for each other at the wrong times… and i fell for the old you. but i still respect you now, i dont hate you. you are a good guy dont get me wrong, i just wouldnt think you would do what you did, but hey you changed and so have I. and it sucks that you dont want this… but hey it is what it is. its our last couple months and all we can do is live it up. so in the end we both let each other go… its just how things worked out.